My Shocking Introduction to the World of Spirit

Back in the early ’80’s, I entered adulthood with zero interest in spirituality and religion, enamored with science, and highly skeptical about anything that couldn’t be proven, especially God and ghosts.

All of that changed between the ages of 21 and 23  when three spirit encounters radically altered my perspective.

In the first incident, an experiment with automatic writing led to an undeniable and somewhat spooky encounter with a ghost.

In the second,  an unexpected emotional breakdown progressed into a high fever and a visitation from a spirit being I later thought of as the Grim Reaper.

In the third, a miraculous face-to-face encounter with Jesus left me with an altered understanding about life and the meaning of love.

Perhaps this all sounds a little too incredible to be true? I confess, during the second and third encounter, my family thought I was suffering from mental illness. And yet, life went back to normal after I met Jesus. Meaning, no other episodes of “crazy” happened for twenty years. During that time of “normalcy” I carried on with my life as best I could. However, I had to contend with chronic depression that began out-of-the-blue after my first spirit encounter, and persisted ever since.

A Painfully Long Dark Night of The Soul

As the years rolled by, I made advancements in my career in the film and television industry, got married, and started a family while depression continued to plague me (and grew more pronounced). At the same time, I was nagged by a question:

Why did Jesus make himself known to me?  Was there something I was supposed to do with the message about love that Jesus had shared with me? I had no idea. So, I simply put my nose to the grindstone and got on with life while I did my best to cope with depression.

Help On The Way

Thankfully, after 15 years of struggle, a breakthrough occurred one day when I accidentally discovered my Higher Self. Having kept a journal since my first ghost encounter back in 1982, it had never occurred to me to review my journals. But one day, in 1999, something compelled me to search for answers by reading through my journals, and that’s when I discovered that my subconscious mind seemed to have a point-of-view that presented itself  whenever I had written in the past using stream-of-consciousness — essentially, an exercise where I quickly wrote down, without judgement or censorship, anything and everything that rolled off my mind.

For the next two years, although I wasn’t the clearest channel, I continued to communicate with my Higher Self using stream-of-consciousness until one day a second breakthrough occurred: the introduction of my spirit guide, Zorgon — a being that identified himself as an ET. 

At first, I thought my subconscious mind was making him up. But over time, Zorgon revealed information about things I had no prior knowledge of; things I was able to confirm on the internet. More importantly, one day it dawned on me that Zorgon’s point-of-view was completely different and foreign from my own. He was definitely not a creation of my subconscious mind.

About a year later, in 2003, after I asked Zorgon questions about angels (at the time I thought that angels and guides were the same thing), a third breakthrough occurred when Zorgon introduced me to my guardian angel, Michael.

From that moment on, spiritual guidance took a noticeable leap forward while I also experienced several breakthroughs (or awakenings if you will). Namely, I was encouraged to follow my heart, to be the most loving and present person I could be, and to do so without expectation of outcome or return — which, by the way, is much easier said than done!

A Cautionary Tale

During that time in my life, for a period of three intense months, I was grateful for Zorgon’s (and later, Michael’s) daily guidance as lessons on the subject of love and God’s will were welcome in light of the depression I’d been living with for so many years. As that three month period came to an end, Michael casually mentioned that having a sensitivity to spirit beings was both a blessing and a vulnerability.

I hadn’t a clue what he meant. But I soon would.

Within a matter of days, a shocking encounter with a negative spirit being resulted in a leap in my understanding about the spirit world. I also knew that I had to write a book about my experiences, and tried. Each time I attempted to write, however, I ended up in a state of confusion.

Enter The Guardians

Two years later, in 2006, having made no headway on my book, I was surprised to channel a source that identified itself as “The Guardians of the Light.” (Later, just “The Guardians.”) This source came thru sporadically at first. But by early 2008, The Guardians had become my primary source.

To Sum Things Up

Twenty years after I first knew I had to write a book, I finally had a series of breakthroughs that allowed me to write my story.

To say the least, it’s been a long, fascinating, and sometimes difficult journey. However, despite the hardships, deep down I know, if it weren’t for all the challenges, and my innate desire to know the truth, I would never have married my incredible wife, and had the three beautiful children that we have. I would also never have learned so much about spirit beings, including the fact that it’s possible for all of us to have a meaningful personal relationship with our guides and angels. All we have to do is want that for ourselves.

My book shares the journey I took to discover that truth.

Blessings,

Mathew

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